Sometimes in life its hard to tell the real from the feel (a good friend told me that), meaning that you let your feelings get in the way of reality. Its not your fault though, its hard to distinguish reality from the way you feel because how you feel is your reality. You may feel like someone loves you or has your best interest in mind and you may have evidence to support that but is your evidence based on feelings or facts. There are things we may never know in life but you can't stop trying to find the answers. You can not feel like up gave up on having the things you want in life because you never be able to live with yourself. You have the power to change your own life. You have to careful about the people you allow to be in your life sometimes because everyone is not your friend. Even the people that love you may not understand what God has for you. The people you love may not love you and sometimes you can't tell the difference. I know what i know and i won't let no one tell me otherwise. I am real and the only constant in my life. I believe you have to put yourself first, not meaning being selfish but just being true to yourself. There is no one in the world that will love you or do more for you than yourself. You have your best interest in mind so trust yourself. Distinguish everyone elses feelings about you and focus on what you know about yourself because that's real.
24Therefore I say unto you, What things soever ye desire, when ye pray, believe that ye receive them, and ye shall have them.