Sometimes life takes you through different things and you grow out of people and places. You have to find strength within yourself to move on with your life regardless of where you are and who you are with. God knows your heart and he knows the heart of others. God knows who should be in your life and who shouldn't. I've had people tell me all kinds of lies, people that i thought where my friends. I keep wondering while i'm busy helping everyone else who is going help me? Who is looking out for Aquila? I've learned that you can't depend on anyone in this world, all you have is yourself and God. I'm not trusting God enough, I'm to angry at people for making promises they don't keep, I have to stop being worried about who is using me and see who i can use. Its a dog eat dog world and nobody has your back. People will tell you anything to get what they want and when they do they are gone and thats everyone including family. I need things and i still need them, even though i'm helping others i'm still in need. Sometimes i get frustrated about my situation but when i do i pray. God has something for me and although people are trying me to keep it from me by keeping down i keep praying that God will move my mountains. Its hard to have to stand alone all time but God reminds me that you stand alone because you are a innovator and a leader. I get frustrated when i see people who ain't working as hard as me and who are doing all the wrong things in life getting everything. Now don't get me wrong I don't want what others have i want my own but i feel like i'm doing everything right and i'm good person but i'm not getting anywhere in life. You may feel this way too so i am going to tell you what God told me its easy to do wrong but wrong will never be right and right will always endure and you can't fool God.
Aquila
Matthew 7:13-14
13Enter ye in at the strait gate: for wide is the gate, and broad is the way, that leadeth to destruction, and many there be which go in thereat:
14Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it.
