I ask myself everyday should i change who i am to make others like me more? Then i ask myself whats wrong with o change you me? I bet you ask yourself the same questions to. I believe we all deserve to have someone love us for who we are.You deserve to be with someone who doesn't want to change you, but if you meet someone you want to change for it should be for the better. I know we've all been in relationships where we feel we aren't good enough. There are times in our lives when we let others take us out of our character. At those times we must sit back and take a breath and say to ourselves this is not who i am but the real me is good enough. If someone loved and married Hitler i believe someone can love me and love you too. Changing should be left up to the individual. If you can't except who a person is the best thing to do is to move on. I say forget the people who don't like me because i love me. People try to change others because they can't change themselves. When you don't like yourself you try to change others so that by comparison you are equal or better. Sometimes we try to convince others that their inferior so we feel superior. Love me for me is sometimes what we must tell ourselves about ourselves. Everyone is not gonna love you but when you love yourself you will always find someone that loves you for you.
1And seeing the multitudes, he went up into a mountain: and when he was set, his disciples came unto him:
2And he opened his mouth, and taught them, saying, 3Blessed are the poor in spirit: for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. 4Blessed are they that mourn: for they shall be comforted. 5Blessed are the meek: for they shall inherit the earth. 6Blessed are they which do hunger and thirst after righteousness: for they shall be filled. 7Blessed are the merciful: for they shall obtain mercy. 8Blessed are the pure in heart: for they shall see God. 9Blessed are the peacemakers: for they shall be called the children of God. 10Blessed are they which are persecuted for righteousness' sake: for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. 11Blessed are ye, when men shall revile you, and persecute you, and shall say all manner of evil against you falsely, for my sake. 12Rejoice, and be exceeding glad: for great is your reward in heaven: for so persecuted they the prophets which were before you.
Sometimes life takes you through different things and you grow out of people and places. You have to find strength within yourself to move on with your life regardless of where you are and who you are with. God knows your heart and he knows the heart of others. God knows who should be in your life and who shouldn't. I've had people tell me all kinds of lies, people that i thought where my friends. I keep wondering while i'm busy helping everyone else who is going help me? Who is looking out for Aquila? I've learned that you can't depend on anyone in this world, all you have is yourself and God. I'm not trusting God enough, I'm to angry at people for making promises they don't keep, I have to stop being worried about who is using me and see who i can use. Its a dog eat dog world and nobody has your back. People will tell you anything to get what they want and when they do they are gone and thats everyone including family. I need things and i still need them, even though i'm helping others i'm still in need. Sometimes i get frustrated about my situation but when i do i pray. God has something for me and although people are trying me to keep it from me by keeping down i keep praying that God will move my mountains. Its hard to have to stand alone all time but God reminds me that you stand alone because you are a innovator and a leader. I get frustrated when i see people who ain't working as hard as me and who are doing all the wrong things in life getting everything. Now don't get me wrong I don't want what others have i want my own but i feel like i'm doing everything right and i'm good person but i'm not getting anywhere in life. You may feel this way too so i am going to tell you what God told me its easy to do wrong but wrong will never be right and right will always endure and you can't fool God.
13Enter ye in at the strait gate: for wide is the gate, and broad is the way, that leadeth to destruction, and many there be which go in thereat:
14Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it.